Lately I’ve been giving a lot of thought to a lot of things. I’m in a constant state of confusion.

Its really wearing me out. I wake up exhausted, I spend all day exhausted, and overall I simply feel pretty crappy.

This right here, along with twitter and facebook are my primary outlets. I pour out my thoughts, feelings, concerns into my faithful blackberry, then I fire off an email that goes from service to service that I use and tells the world what I have written.

Sometimes people give words of encouragement, for those words I thank you. Others makes jokes and poke fun at the situation, in hopes of getting a laugh out of me or some witty response. I thank you guys to for your witty sarcasm and humor. Yet even others give me long explanations and various view points with links to back it up, and other references. I thank you too. Some simply ignore or sit back and watch, I guess we need those types too.

I appreciate the feedback, I appreciate your contributions to my self prescribed therapy. I do read all the comments, and more often than not I always reply, unless I’m really busy. So to all of you that contribute, again I thank you.

Sometimes I make youtube videos to talk about what’s going on, I enjoy making those as well, however I don’t have as much time to make those. My idle time is mostly while I’m sitting/standing on the subway train on the way to work, so naturally most of my blogging happens right here in the mta’s subway system. Most if not all my blogs are written from here.

Usually by the end of a blog I feel somewhat relieve as I have vented out my issues. Then reading different ideas help me to think more objectively and review things after the fact.

As a child and teenager I wrote poetry as a form of self expression. Today I blog.